Currently Listening The Melody And The Energetic Nature of Volume By Evans Blue Beg

You are in my mind,

my darkest friend,

you feed on me,

hungry and starved,

taking all that's mine

and not yours at all.

It's torture,

and my confession,

my realization,

that I cannot stop,

do not want to stop

is acid meeting flesh

face meeting pavement,

life exposed.

Me realizing

that freedom is nothing more

than embracing,

breathing in,

and letting

go

at last.

Well, it's a beautiful summer day today, and the weathermen are predicting upper 90's with lots of humidity.  That should make for a nice burn out in the yard....

Anyway, my move is getting closer and closer, and I'm excited and nervous altogether.

I also had a horrific date this past week which has only reinforced my belief that I need to wait for the one that already has my heart, though that might mean waiting forever, or for quite some time.

Probably sounds foolish, I know.

But then again, I'm still a work in progress, and progressing I shall be until I get it right.

Anyway, hope you are all well.

I'm off to get ice and a pool...

Oh yeah...I'm living the life.....